I Just Made the Help Line Call....

I hate myself. I hate MYSELF! I am a total loser messed up alky. I just rang a 'hotline' for help, but now I'm thinking, what's the friggin point, I drink cos I'm a loser and that's not going to change. I am so angry! and I don't even have any money to by a drink - how stupid is that?!
Superfluous Superfluous
26-30, F
2 Responses Oct 29, 2007

try to only drink when you are around friends.

i feel this way all the time

Ive been there and am still suffering through it. Best advice is pick yourself up drink a lot of water and re-evaluate in the morning. You're not alone.