What Was I Thinking

I got a DWI on November 15th of 2009. I remember thinking that night before I went out that I might just stay in and do nothing. I decided to go watch the ND game with some friends and I drove to a party and then I drove to pick up my brother. I got pulled over by a campus police officer for an expired license. Stupid me forgot to put the sticker on. He made me wait almost an hour to take the test so of course my alcohol level went up and I blew a .14. Life has been absolutely terrible since. I at least am going through a deferral program where charges will get dropped, but my lawyer has screwed me over with my license and it is still suspended. Now I feel like it will never get better and when I graduate from college that I will never get a job. Ugh