Feeling Left Out

I feel like I could die tomorrow and the only reason anyone would know is because I live with my mother. No one else calls me, no one emails me, no one texts me. When I try and do this to them I get cold responses or nothing at all. I feel like I am just in the way. I could pick my son up and drive and never come back. I feel lonely and abandoned. I know I disappointed my family by having a baby but hell he is 4 now for goodness sake. Aren't family supposed to be there for each other? I just feel like they really don't care at all. I find out things by eavesdropping or guessing. I am not told of any important or non important things. Everyone else is much more important than me I suppose.  
JadedJewel JadedJewel
22-25, F
2 Responses Mar 16, 2012

I'm sorry you feel so ignored. I feel the same way more often than not. As long as you're being the best Mom you can than you're life and what you do in it matters.

I truly feel the same way,I wish I could tell you that we live in a world where even the smallest impact we make on this world and the people in it is worthwhile but I just dont believe it,I could die 2moro and no1 would notice,its a comfort in some ways,I wouldnt want any1 being hurt by my death but at the same time we all crave that sense of importance.maybe one day we all find it......wont hold my breath though

Thank you for taking the time to comment on my story. It is nice to know I am not the only one who thinks like this.