Feeling Left Out
I feel like I could die tomorrow and the only reason anyone would know is because I live with my mother. No one else calls me, no one emails me, no one texts me. When I try and do this to them I get cold responses or nothing at all. I feel like I am just in the way. I could pick my son up and drive and never come back. I feel lonely and abandoned. I know I disappointed my family by having a baby but hell he is 4 now for goodness sake. Aren't family supposed to be there for each other? I just feel like they really don't care at all. I find out things by eavesdropping or guessing. I am not told of any important or non important things. Everyone else is much more important than me I suppose.