My Lifelong Fight..the Most Detailed One Of All My Past Posts

My story is very similar to that of everyone else who has posted a story here before...so here it goes:

The first boxing experience I can ever remember is boxing with an elementary school friend in his room, his grandparents had bought him a kit from some toy store, it had gloves and headgear...filled with padding, so that no one would get hurt..I can remember fighting two to three times with him, i would always win because of my longer reach, because i've always been taller than all my friends.....after that my next experience was two years later with an uncle, he took out two pairs of red everlast gloves from the 80's and we sparred abit in the kitchen of his house, I was 11 at the time, the most vivid memory from that night is because on the ground after a hard hit and looking up to see him standing their with a light shining behind him.....that was the last boxing sparring experience I've had to date....after that when I turned 12 is when the true aspects of the fetish came forward...i couldnt control myself..anything boxing related was so invigorating...i had never thought of boxing gloves until i was about 15, thats when i wanted to buy my first pair of gloves, i told my dad i wanted to take boxing lessons, so he brought me to a local sports store to buy a pair of gloves, as soon as i got near the gloves, i could feel the excitement coming forward, thats when i told him maybe not i'll think about it...when we got home he was mad at me, saying he almost wasted money on me, for almost having bought me boxing gloves...i never asked him again for anything boxing related....my fetish continued throughout the years, i was able to contain myself more and more, tried repressing the feelings, but they would then come back with a vengeance and then for a few days i couldnt control myself, it would consume me like a forest fire...

Then came the day where i decided to take action and buy my first pair of boxing gloves, i went to a local sports store and bought a pair of Everlast slip on red boxing gloves, my heart was pounding while i was walking to the cash, a million thoughts going through my mind, but not even the slightest sign of physical excitement...nothing....i bought them, put them in my school bag and made my way home, nobody knew about this purchase...i got home and slowly opened the package, it was relaxing, looked at them, smelled them and decided to put them on, their hard to put on at the beginning because their tight, but i loved it, i couldnt wait to shadow box with them, so thats exactly what i did, for literally two weeks after my purchase thats what i did two hours a day, was shadow box...i would hide the gloves in my closet, because i wasnt ready to explain to my family why i had boxing gloves, but i knew the day would come when someone found them, my mom did, i didnt hide them exactly well, just put them on a shelf in closet, she saw them asked me about it, i gave her some random answer and that was the last time she asked about these gloves, now their visible in my room, on a shelf, i use them whenever i feel a need to shadow box...that wasnt the only time i bought boxing gloves, to this date i have purchased 2 other pairs (one from everlast and one from Century) and also 2 headgears (both from Everlast..one red and one black)...all this equipment hidden in my room, waiting for the day to see the light, to see some action, some contact...that day has still not come...

I love my equipment, i use it whenever i want to shadow box, hit myself in the face with the gloves, and pretend to be knocked out and fall face down on my bed, its a great feeling, all the equipment on and everything....i have challenged a friend to a match but after an injury he was not able to make it, meaning i have never felt any action since I was 11, seven whole years with no action, the want of joining a boxing gym is more present than ever, i am afraid though because i dont want anyone to see or discover my excitement or true passion....i have always wanted to compete as an amateur boxer, that would give me the most action and the attention, the open face headgear and smaller boxing gloves mean more contact, exactly what im looking for....nothing scares me in the ring, only getting discover,,,my biggest curiosity is what it feels like to be knocked out, of course theirs various fantasies associated with being knocked out, but i would prefer being the one doing the knocking out...even though it is an internal conflict for me, i want to win my fights....but also want to be knocked out...so its a tug of war between the two sides....,one day i feel i will take boxing lessons at a gym, but i also want to experience the thrill of basement boxing as well...i guess i'll just see what happens in the future...
teenboxer24 teenboxer24
18-21, M
2 Responses Dec 8, 2012

Nice story !!! How would u feel a cute girl wearing boxing gloves and challenging u to fight her ?? ;)

For me personally, the aspects of my fetish centre more around the actually aspect of sparring in a gym (or at home) with an equally able male participant, for me its more the actual fight, man vs. man, the idea of only having one winner, where heart and determination gets you to the end, or to the oh so sweet knockout of your opponent

Hey would you consider asking that uncle who knocked you down to spar with you again? I mean if he's willing to KO an 11 year old, maybe he has a thing for boxing too haha.

no i don't think i'd ask to ever box him again, i don't think it was a ko more of just a push sort of thing...i want to box with people around my age, to give me more of a run for my money...and also i want it to be someone who isn't family, i would feel bad if i knock out a family member, but not as badly if it were a friend or someone in the ring...

Ah makes sense man. Well here's hoping that friend of yours heals up quickly! He's cool with fighting to a knockout?

well i don't think he thinks it would go to that lenght, just more of a friendly match, that whatever happens, happens...no like rules, just spar and see what happens....i don't think its something you plan, would kind of create bad vibes in my opinion...