I'm Killing Myself With Food

I'm definitely a compulsive overeater.  I think about food all the time and shove whatever crap I can find into my mouth.  It's ridiculous.  I have no pride in myself anymore.  It's sad. I used to be a gymnast and have tons of energy. Now I sit on the computer all night (partly cos I'm a teacher so am planning lessons) and stuff my face.  If I'm not eating, I'm smoking.  All very Freudian.  Hey ho.  I'm frustrated with myself and don't understand it.

monkeymoo monkeymoo
26-30, F
Feb 19, 2009