I Dont Like to Express Myself

i dont like to show how i feel, cos then people will know my weak points, and may find it easier to get at me. i dont like to tell people how i feel, or write it down or anything, cos i'm scared to show how i really feel, may sound wierd, but no matter what i'l always give the same sort of expression when i see someone, and thats just a small smile, cos they cant get anything from that can they? they cant ask questions on it cos theres nothing to ask, so thats how people see me alot of the time.
sezy sezy
18-21, F
3 Responses Aug 15, 2007

I'm getting a lot more open recently as I meet more people I can trust and am learning how to protect myself in ways that let me show a little more, but this very much used to be me. I'm enjoying this site because I can be 100% honest, but in order to do that I had to create an assumed name and make a separate email for it so people couldn't easily tie it back to real-life me.

This is exactly how I feel. I cant stand talking about feelings. Or people asking a bunch of questions trying to figure out why your like this...

I know how you feel, I tend to do the same. Mostly because the people who have seen the real me have turned tail and ran the other way. This is why I'm on EP, so that people who read my stuff are people who can relate, and no one's running anywhere. Take care <3