Shocked, Lonely, Scared And Still In Love
MY Husbad was just caught about a month ago... we havent even been married a year yet.... in October... and he will Im sure miss it.....he was depressed... doc put him on pills and he did something stupid after he put him on them...... he has 2 kids and the mother wont let me have contact.. I have been with him 3 years. We have had trouble having a baby also... and we dont know what we are looking at .. from probation to 6 years.....I am so lonely.... so upset.. I dont know how to live without him.. I get so angry... all i can think is why.. you gave up so much!! And now its like my whole family died.....I feel alone.... soooo alone.. all the holidays I have to spend alone.. birthdays.... and the fact he cant have contact with his kids.. OMG.. its killing me... I am sticking by his side.... he promises so much when he gets out and I believe him.....he wasnt right when he did what he did...and Ill never find a man to love me like him and Ive been in many relationships...how long have you been going throug this? I felt like he died at first.... I couldnt go to our apt.. Ive been staying at my parents.. but my freind is gana move in with me to help with the rent while I still have the lease....I am still so in love.. but the loney days.. and holidays... watching everyone else hold hands. and I cant.... Im angry.. but I know he wasnt himself when thsi happened and I hope the courts have mercy on his soul......I am only 28.. 29 in august.....what in the world do I do.. I feel like my world is over...... how are you dealing with this?