Being a Manager Is Not That Happy!
I have a stable job right now, a home based job. Its a very stressful job but im still keeping up with it. Many times i wanted to resign, i have been unhealthy because of the stress i get from my team. I am in my 20's and most of my team members are older than me. Most of the time, i am underestimated, disrespected, ganged up. Different kinds of drama, I have undergone. I know i have a lot to learn, im still young. I feel being a manager is TOO MUCH responsibilities, stressful. I felt I have put into this position without proper training and enough experience but I try to practice different managerial techniques, influenced by my boss. But still i felt being weak inside most of the times. And because some of my team members are older, they talk sometimes like they know better than me. I have been in argument with some. And i got different sickness due to stress.
Im working hard to support myself, coz no one else can. Foster parents have died already. I love my job but i also love myself,i hate the isolation i feel because its a home based job. but im feeling bad to leave my job since it pays well and supports my expenses. i feel there is more out there but i feel afraid to regret. i love my job but i dont like to be manager anymore. :'( im better to work alone. but my boss said i have a good successful future being a manager and hesitant to let me leave my position.
i plan to do some part time selling. but problem is time, but i will still try to find the road to success wherein i can be happy. i feel i dont want to be stuck to a job that pays well but deep inside i feel stressed out and sick all the time.