Matured Out Alot Since 17
So I graduated high school at 17 really I was thrilled. I went to a pencostal school and I absolutely hated it with all my might. There was judgemental Christians and wouldn't like you if you knew them since they were little. It was probably one of the racists and most judgementalists schools I ever went to. I'm surprised my parents didn't believe anything I said because the kids their were "Christians" all their life when I've always been an atheists and always told the truth. Until, I went to this school I had to become "Christian" to be "accepted so I didn't burn in "hell". Anyways, after I graduated I became not an alcoholic but I sure did drink alot. There was this lake called millerton lake in cali and my friends and I used to go there to get wasted. We would always get so drunk we would go skinny dipping and start being fools. I mean there was 20 of us I can't tell you how many times how many people got mad at us and left because of our nudity. They would say something we would get out of the water and moon them. It was hilarious at the time. I've never done drugs or smoked at that age, I started smoking when I met my husband but stopped immediately it was disgusting. Probably one good quality I had was being so freaking sexy nude. When we would drive home we would be sober by this time. We would flash prisoners that were on their way to put out a wild fire in the North. Yeah we were crazy. But to this day I wouldn't mind going out drinking and dancing it would sort of remind me from my past. Besides the fact I wouldn't get naked or act immature. I was so sheltered in my teen years I rarely got to go out and have fun with my friends because their parents hated my brother. So once I got out of hs it was nothing for a party life for me for 2 yrs until I met my wonderful husband. I was a brainwashed "Christian" but I still drank a lot and was the most "innocent" Christian at my church. I was always the quiet and shy one. To this day I'm like that(being shy and quiet, not an alcoholic, I can't even tell you the last time I had a drink, well water this morning) but I have 2 little girls, a husband, and a handicap brother to take care of. I'm busy working or cleaning house. I wish I can go out and have a girls' night out every now and then. That would be nice!