My Grandma, Great Uncle And And Aunt

=( all of them died of colon cancer. The worst it's that even tho they were close (my mom's family is closer to me than my father's) I did not cry for them. I hate that I didn't cry bc it's like if I didn't care about them but I do. Well close in this case would mean like see them in an avarage of 4 times in a year I do not know if that is the reason why I did not cry for them. I guess I got that from my dad, he didn't cry not even when his mother died. On the other hand my mom cries a lot. When her sister died she cried all day long and she couldn't even stand up.

I also didn't cry in front of my mother but them some tears shed when my mom was not there. I think that might be bc my parents used to make me stop crying when I was little and cried.
DRgirl809 DRgirl809
18-21, F
May 7, 2012