I've been trying to avoid it but I no longer can. I've been feeling nothing or more like wanting to do nothing. I haven't wanted to get out of bed, shower, or change my clothes. I haven't wanted to clean, exercise, or get out of my room. I haven't wanted to watch t.v., be on the computer, or play games. I hadn't really felt sad, excited or angry at least until now. Things have taken a turn. I feel the sadness creeping up. I want to cry.