I Do Have Some Mental Problem ...

I do have some problems coping with the crap life slings my way . Depression, post traumatic stress disorder, and major anxiety is just a part of me ,It's not just all of who i am or what makes me  ME !!!!

 I try to hold on to the life I have worked so hard to build with my husband and my childern. Everytime I start to fall back into the ever proverbial Black hole . I think to myself I have come so far from where I once was . I can't let my past destroy my future. Sometimes I can actually feel myself losing it. There might be some trigger but, It just creeps up and bites me in my ***.... I get so angry and I always take it out on the people I love the most, I guess I think it's safe because they love me regardless. It is not fair to them .

tigeress1970 tigeress1970
36-40, F
1 Response Apr 1, 2007

You should get some help now before it gets out of hand. You need to take care of yourself. Depression is a hard thing to go through. But there are good days when you fight to feel better.