Thanks to the few of you who have supported and offered advice to me. Tomorrow will be the third trip to psych plus start therapy for the first time. I am really not doing so well and am freaking out about my appt. There's this voice I keep hearing telling me that I'm doing the right thing, keep at it...But there's that other voice that says what's the point? You are not fixable. Just die already!
And i feel a whole hell of a lot like giving up. I've had my flashlight out looking for hope, but it escapes me, and instead I find fear, anxiety, and crushing sadness.
that's it for now, thanks for reading.
DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
41-45, F
1 Response Mar 28, 2016

Hey...Please try the help!n Yo.u don't know that you can't get better until you really try. It could take a while. Docs often try several different meds until they find one that works best for someone. Some therapies work better for some than for others. Please give it a good try. You never know what tomorrow may bring and being better could give you a different outlook on life.