My Mother Doesn't Love Me, She Just Loves What I Can Do For Herwhen i was little i remember my mother being a good mom. nice and sweet. but as i got older she changed. she no longer saw me as her daughter but her competition.
she never wanted me to succeed in anything. she would tell me not to go to college because i would never finish. she couldn't stand to see me have money because she would quickly ask for it. she would either ask for me to lend her a LARGE amount of money which was more than i even had. but since she wasn't aware of how much i had she asked for the most she thought i had. other times she would act very nice to me out of no where (only when she knew i had money saved up) and offer to hold my money for me and keep it save. i admit i fell for this trick in more than one occassion. she never gave me back the money. she kept it for herself.
she sabotage any chance i ever had to get a job with people she or my father knew. she would convince them not to give me the job in one way or another, and she would end up convincing them to give the job to somebody else.
now i'm working as a ******** and she knows it. at first she mocked me and made fun of me. now she is nice to me. doesn't kick me out of her house anymore. but again she wants to "hold" my money and "keep it save" i said no way!!!!! she's been throwing hints at me to buy her a coop, (in the club that i work in i don't make that much money) but she assumes i do even after i explained to her that i don't. she keeps asking for gifts in a nondirect way. yesterday she told me she wanted a coach bag for her birthday. (in a nondirect way) and in a nondirect way i told her "that's for rich people! that can afford a 500 dollar purse. we aren't rich we dress with what we can afford." (which is still nice :) i said this in a stern tone of voice to make it clear to her that i was not gonna buy her such an expensive gift for her birthday when she wonte even wish me a happy birthday on my bday. smh she has some nerve. she never cease to amaze me. she is sooooooo greedy and materialistic, and cocky. ugh my mother is a true narcissist. she wonte even say happy birthday to me yet she goes all out for her bday. smh. i always get her a gift on her bday but only what i can afford. what hurts me the most is not that she doesn't find my birthay a day to celebrate but that she doesn't even care that i'm a ******** as long as i have money to get her things smh.