My Very Own MonsterI have a monster that goes and comes. I never see it coming and it makes me feel numb.
It taunts me and teases, telling me Im not good enough, some days it's easy with me and some, it's pretty rough.
I fight my monster every time it arrives, it cuts me with it's imaginary knives. We go back and forth on who is right, my monster fills me with a lot of fright.
My monster will always be visiting me, and I think there really isn't a way to flee. So I will try to ignore it's rants, some days I can, some days I can't.
My very own monster to watch all I do, forcing its thoughts into my own.
Making me cringe down to my bones.
My very own monster all nestled within...poking and proding me under my skin.
soulrunher 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 Jan 20, 2013