I Have A Notebook By My Bed Incase I Wake Up Needing To Write
I'm too sleepy to sleep. Or it's the nausea. My head swims, and I can Barely think. So I try to write. Like this may focus my concentration, the way this coffee wrenches my guts.
But that's a peripheral issue to the nausea. I want food, but when I eat, I feel ill. So I go without, and I feel ill for not eating. I need to fold laundry. Why didn't I capitalize that?
My brain feels so warm and comfy. like it's packed in cotton inside my skull. I just wish I could sustain a direction for long enough to finish. Folding. then Sleep?
Is this what blogging is?
But that's a peripheral issue to the nausea. I want food, but when I eat, I feel ill. So I go without, and I feel ill for not eating. I need to fold laundry. Why didn't I capitalize that?
My brain feels so warm and comfy. like it's packed in cotton inside my skull. I just wish I could sustain a direction for long enough to finish. Folding. then Sleep?
Is this what blogging is?