Mixed Feelings

I love reading pee stories on EP for hours at a time. Enjoyable, yes. Healthy? I don't know. It's quite like **** as it does turn me on. Hours at a time might be at the compulsive level. I am moving in 3 weeks and could have been using this time to clean/pack. Now I need to leave in 25 min (to see my psychiatrist, who knows about the fetish--it's not the reason I see him though--I have severe depression and anxiety). Would love to hear others' thoughts on this. At what point does this behavior tread into compulsive/addictive/unhealthy territory?
kerowyn kerowyn
31-35, F
1 Response Aug 4, 2010

An excellent question. It seems to be more prevalent as I've gotten older. I spend way way too much time on EP. I've talked to my psychiatrist about it, he just said, "limit your time on it." That's easier said than done. I quit smoking in 1989 when I got my first computer. I'd quit every Monday for more than a year and one Monday they delivered my computer. I never smoked again. I've had a pee fetish for years, the internet has only made it more intense.