Embarassing...

OK so I won 2 writing contests the essay one and the poetry one and had to stand up infront of everyone and read them...and i didnt eat anyting 17 hours before, cause i didnt want to puke and instead...i fainted...never done it again, and dont plan to...i was so embarassed...
Cadet1995 Cadet1995
18-21, F
1 Response Apr 19, 2011

I hate public speaking, but I am an officer in a prison, they all flutter around freely, out side of their cells, and im the only officer there watching a hundred and ten inmates on my own with all these rapists, murderers, con-men. I have to speak to all of them at onces sometimes to inform them of something and since im a girl, they mock me, repeat what i say in a girly tone and i can never tell who does it cuz there are so many men moving and talking and its like we are all a big group of ants and im the white queen with all of theses blue suited ants who wish not to listen to me.