Std Paranoid

I was bullied as a child. I dont know why but it always seemed to follow me which I may think have caused my current condition. I was in high school sick of it. Smoked alot of weed. Than I started to make friends. Next I knew they started acting weird. I had unprotected sex with a girl who was into heroin. She died about a year later. Heroin users being prevalent with HIV & hep c I got tested. 7 times over the following 2 years. Not one + test. I got put on meds and I had trouble keeping fit. I still think people from the past conspired against me and tried to infect me with serious stds. I still fear the same are out to get me however in more direct mannors.
Miketold Miketold
22-25, M
Sep 20, 2012