I've perhaps had an epiphany... Maybe instead of trying to heal from the heartache she's caused I should push in the other direction and embrace it. After too much pain is caused, the body seems to ignore a great deal of it. Why not emotional pain? I'm starting to think she's caused enough to deaden my receptors. I feel rather dead inside and it's as if I'm turning colder. Upside is that I don't feel as much pain anymore. I don't know if this is the right answer... What I do know is I feel I can move through another day.
Fox44 Fox44
36-40, M
1 Response Jan 5, 2016

It is called becoming numb. If you keep cutting the same wound, eventually you feel nothing.