Whats Stopping Me ?

When will i emerge from the confines of my cocoon ? I feel enveloped in a sticky mess. I want to break out. What is stopping me ? who is stopping me ? I am no longer locked away & yet I feel so. Why do I feel the need for someone to come and break open my cocoon when I should just release from it myself. Have I already escaped & am just having a nightmare of being confined...? maybe I'm not really a Caterpillar but a butterfly without any wings...