I Lost My Daughter

i can't  talk about it still hurts to much she was the reason for my excistance . i go through verry sad timesevery day of my live.
the depresion gets so bad that i would do the wrong thing and i think about it every day. then i think and look at my lovely wife of 25 years and
know that she is hurting just as much and leaving her behind  with my sons will be very selfish.i try not to talk about it but you do get the idiots
that wants to tell you it will get better   it does not get better it gets worse.
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51-55, M
1 Response Apr 10, 2011

you need to seek counseling and try to not let all these emotions drown in you, you must let all the hurt and pain out.. sorry that this happened to you and your family.