On The Inside..

A billion scars grace my body from the years of being, well, me. I would gladly take a billion more to get rid of the scars on the inside. Scars of love, lies, and betrayal... Every one has these same type of scars.... No doubt.. But do they actually interfere with how you love and interact with the fairer sex? In my situation, these scars have hardened my heart. And what I mean is I still care and respect women with the fullest intent they deserve. That's just me... But the problem is letting people in... My trust only goes so far. Yeah, yeah, I heard all the lines of, "I'm not like that" or the "I'm different", which may indeed be true. ****, they might make me the happiest man on he planet. I just get to that point and my past comes rushing back. The pain. And I know damn well this person is not any of those women, she deserves happiness too. Her happily ever after. That's where I **** it up... I don't stall but, I do... I don't even know how to explain it.. I guess I get to careful and tiptoe... Lord knows I don't need another scar...
JasonChristopher JasonChristopher
41-45, M
May 15, 2012