But I'm Just "One Of The Guys"

I've been in college for 4 years now. Started out in nursing, but quickly decided that the medical field wasn't for me. Long story short, I've been in computers (IT mostly) for the last 2 1/2 years of college. This is a *heavily* male dominated field, at least where I attend college, but that wasn't much of an issue. I've always had plenty of guy friends and I can bullshit with the best of them.

All until I met *him*. Call him the bad boy I guess. I mean, all girls fall for one at one time or another, right? He's from half-way across the country, and he'll be moving back in 7 months, after he graduates. I've only been good friends with him for the last year, but my god I've never crushed on someone so hard. Of course I'll never tell him. I spend time with him (in our group of friends) and I enjoy it while I've got it. But sometimes I daydream and imagine that if I told him, it would somehow keep him from leaving. But I know it won't. So I'll just keep laughing and goofing off like nothing is wrong..
VoiceChatCrazy VoiceChatCrazy
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1 Response May 18, 2012

do you know if he likes you? it could be a possibility and worth taking a chance. but then if he isn't interested, then it could be awkward. try giving him a long hug goodbye and see how he reacts. or you could kiss him on the cheek. or something like that.