A Confession.

I'm addicted to food.

I'm a binge eater.

I'm obsessed with flavor.

I'm constantly thinking about what to eat next.

If I'm not eating, I'm thinking about eating.

I take comfort in food.

I become selfish about food.

When I'm full, I make a seemingly conscious decision to keep eating.

I eat until it hurts.

I hate myself for every bite I take, every pound I gain.

I don't know why I'm like this.

I can't stop.
SoulStray SoulStray
2 Responses May 15, 2012

U have compulsive eating disorder. I had that when I was younger and now I'm bulimic. I still eat everything but I purge and take lax. I'm afraid to say that I have no intentions of changing so I can be of no help. I guess this post is useless...

I totally get you. I'm bulimic and I love the eating part. Yet I hate it. Yet I need it. It's a bad bad thing when people try to get between me and my food fix. The gloves come off and I can get very, very ugly.

I'm sorta similar. Some guys tried to hold me back during a purge and I attacked them....