I Have A Secret To Share
... wow, Im going to go throw up at my own girlyness....
ANYWAY, I can't tell my friends because A) One used to like this guy
B) I don't want to like this guy
I only have one class with him, art, and he sits at the back due to disturbing the class, so while he sits behind the computer I sit two tables in front of him. He is popular and good looking and hugely irratating.
A reason why he is irratating is because he keeps trying to turn me against one of my friends. He will, not often at all, come up to me while Im getting supplies from the back of the class and say things like:
"Why do you like _____" or "_____ is annoying" and once "So would you choose _____ or ------- to tell a secret too"
(-------) is someone that I used to be best friens with, we are barely friends now.
So, yeah. He is also a HUGE pain in the hind quarters and a ****. And I have no idea why I like him but unfortunatley, I do.
He is sometime told to sit at the table in front of me to do work but then he rarely even looks my way. BUT the other day he walked past me and caught me staring but instead of looking away like I would do with anyother guy ... i just smilled. Thats when I finaly realised I liked him.
One last thing, today he was wasn't at class in time and I was working and I felt my arm tingle, then I heard the door of the stairs bang close and there he walked into class. Weird huh?
If you actually read this, I apologise for my girlyness, but I just need to get rid of these feelings and sharing things means there is less for me.
ANYWAY, I can't tell my friends because A) One used to like this guy
B) I don't want to like this guy
I only have one class with him, art, and he sits at the back due to disturbing the class, so while he sits behind the computer I sit two tables in front of him. He is popular and good looking and hugely irratating.
A reason why he is irratating is because he keeps trying to turn me against one of my friends. He will, not often at all, come up to me while Im getting supplies from the back of the class and say things like:
"Why do you like _____" or "_____ is annoying" and once "So would you choose _____ or ------- to tell a secret too"
(-------) is someone that I used to be best friens with, we are barely friends now.
So, yeah. He is also a HUGE pain in the hind quarters and a ****. And I have no idea why I like him but unfortunatley, I do.
He is sometime told to sit at the table in front of me to do work but then he rarely even looks my way. BUT the other day he walked past me and caught me staring but instead of looking away like I would do with anyother guy ... i just smilled. Thats when I finaly realised I liked him.
One last thing, today he was wasn't at class in time and I was working and I felt my arm tingle, then I heard the door of the stairs bang close and there he walked into class. Weird huh?
If you actually read this, I apologise for my girlyness, but I just need to get rid of these feelings and sharing things means there is less for me.
By:
DreamANight
Age:
13-15
,
Female
