I Have A Secret I Kept From My Family...
They don't know how much they have hurt me.
They blamed me for everything, as if it was all my fault.
If only they knew, how hurt, how sad, how depressed i am right now...
And no matter how deep they have hurt me, i could never tell them the truth.
It's not in my nature to tell them the truth, cause whenever i do that, they always managed to made me as the bad guy.
I know lying doesn't make me any better, but at least i could live my life peacefully eventhough it's only for temporary.
How i craved their love and acceptance that they give to my sister and brother.
I always knew that i shouldn't have been born in this family.
But who am i to choose, it's not my decision in the first place.
Will i ever be cured from my sickness that was caused by them??