I To Fear Death!!
I can relate to all of your stories. I have had a fear of death since I was 15, mine though only comes every 4 yrs in the fall and winter months. I get so discouraged when I talk about it to family and friends and they tell me they have no fear!! Even talked to my doctor about it and he said "We all die" lot of help he was. I not so much worry about how im gonna die, I worry about what is after death and the not knowing scares the crap out of me. Like one of the stories I read where you get into the why bother with anything when we are all just gonna die and I totally understand.. Can't fathom that what if there is nothing after you die.. and just dont ever exist again..