My Daily Torment
Ever since I was 11 years of age I started to think about death but it did'nt seem to affect me to much. However in the last few months the fear I have has become more severe and now virtually every minute of the day is spent dwelling on it. It is not the pain side of it which I imagine is a lot of peoples problem with death, in fact I would much rather know I was going than die in my sleep.It is also annoying that no one really understands my fear. It is just the fact that once I die thats it.............for ever and ever and ever and so on i.e. I am never coming back. This fear is really starting to affect my life and if this is the only life we have I want to enjoy it. So how do I deal with this?