I Want This Thought to Leave!
The thought of dying is getting worse by the day,,and I feel that I fear it more than anyone...I know that many of us do have a severe fear,,but my God!,,,It Will Not Leave My Head!!! I've been online looking at caskets,,,headstones...Is this a sign that I Am going to die soon???? God I don't know...Many may think this is crazy,,but its Real,,and I do All that I can to rid it. I'm seeking counseling for this,,,but it doesnt seem to be helping....Could it be that I'm just so damn unhappy that its causing me to think about death so much.....My main fear is having a heart attack,,,all Freakin day long,,its on my mind..Every little pain in my chest area causes me to panic...I want this Sh** to stop...Anyone out there have Any clues on what I can do.....And No its not as easy as saying,"just stop thinking about it"...."just realize that we all have to die"...............I've heard All that,,,and these sayings do not help...At times I feel that I'm F****** crazy,,,but I'm not..I've been Very succesful in All that I've done..I have accomplished Many many things Just needed to vent. Thanks for reading,,and any ideas on how to help would be greatly appreciated.