I Didnt Know BeforeI stopped working that I had sex addiction.
My councellor told me I addiction now because things that hapen to me when I was child.
I also live now in sexless marriage so it not help.
I obsess with daydreams that I s*ucking p*enis or I feel men push their p*enis inside my v*agina.
Always, so many times every day and night I just want s*ex.
I love when men look at me , it turn me on, I feel good but it also make me want p*enis.
I feel empty inside.
Sometime I hate myself for I so obsessed with wanting s*ex.
I feel at times I am worthless unless I having s*ex.
I only know I am good if men want me.
I feel so good if I know I make man h*orny so much that his p*enis get hard.
Other times I hate myself for being like that,
I just want to be normal woman,
not addict to men and their attenttions to me.