I Have a Sex Addiction
I am not sure I an sex addict, but I was diagnosed to be bipolar about 6 years ago.. at the age of 60. Now I am not sure I am bipolar and I am not sure I am a sex addict, but I do believe they have nothing to do with each other.
I know I thought about sex when I was a tween, maybe before. My room was opposite my mothers, small house, and she would wake about 5AM to get ready for work. Her dresser mirror was such that even though she was out of site from my room, I could watch her dress in the mirror. I remember watching her put on her bra and remember how perfect her **** were. No, I had no desire to have sex with my mom, I just loved the shape of her ****. I would play with myself even though I was too young to come to a full ******. I guess it was something like precum???
Ever since then, I fantasize about having sex or sucking on the **** of every woman I meet. I mean every woman. I can't stop. I was married for 30 years and resisted the temptation for 27 of those years. Maybe it was because my wife used to give good head and loved to have her ***** licked and sucked, until she got religion. Then the well went dry and I *********** a lot. And every woman drove me crazy. Still does. And any chance I get to fulfill a fantasy, I take!
So, what the hell does this have to do with being bipolar? NOTHING!
I know I thought about sex when I was a tween, maybe before. My room was opposite my mothers, small house, and she would wake about 5AM to get ready for work. Her dresser mirror was such that even though she was out of site from my room, I could watch her dress in the mirror. I remember watching her put on her bra and remember how perfect her **** were. No, I had no desire to have sex with my mom, I just loved the shape of her ****. I would play with myself even though I was too young to come to a full ******. I guess it was something like precum???
Ever since then, I fantasize about having sex or sucking on the **** of every woman I meet. I mean every woman. I can't stop. I was married for 30 years and resisted the temptation for 27 of those years. Maybe it was because my wife used to give good head and loved to have her ***** licked and sucked, until she got religion. Then the well went dry and I *********** a lot. And every woman drove me crazy. Still does. And any chance I get to fulfill a fantasy, I take!
So, what the hell does this have to do with being bipolar? NOTHING!
By:
ironman1945
Age:
66-70
,
Male
