no one knows any side of me, not even myself. I have been pretending to be what everone expects me to be for so long that I don't know what is real or not I want to throw in towel but cant
sixtens sixtens
41-45, F
2 Responses Apr 20, 2015

I know what you mean. I feel the same way. I even had the woman I had an affair with tell me that I'm not the same at work as I am with her when I see her. i'm not sure what she saw as different. I wish I knew, perhaps it would help me get out of my funk.

I think I can relate. We all have to pretend a little but some if us have to pretend a lot. But I recently found out something of my self that I truly can't tell many if anyone. Sometimes what we learn of ourselves, we may wish had not been uncovered.