Missing My Soldier.I've been reading some of your stories of how everyone copes with the absence of their significant other. I don't seem to find the right words to describe those feelings right now. I just know its hard for my family to see me this down, since he left for BCT.
It's my first week alone, and just not been able to wake up right next to him, get ready for work, have breakfast, lunch, dinner together. Spend a weekend without him bugging he wants a different meal or take the remote control from me.
I just feel that half of me it's gone.
Not been able to give him a call and at least hear his voice mail (because he never got his own greeting) The fact that I don't know how hard things might be for him, nor been there to show and him my support personally tears me apart.
I hear a lot of "time will fly" and my hours seem to pass like months.
I wish I could be like many of you, keep your daily schedule as normal as posible, but everything seems so new to me right now.
I just find out through some of your experiences and advices that I might not be able to get a letter at least for another week or two and a phone call. I don't know how to keep myself together not knowing how he's doing.
I just hope the next weeks are at least a little better, I am surely counting the days til we meet and I get to have him in my arms at least for a day.
DreaCelest3 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 Sep 9, 2012