I am a 29 year old mother of two living life confined to a wheelchair !! I use to think that I knew who I was & what I wanted out of life then on a warm night in November of 2005 the rest of my life was decided for me ! I was in a car accident that left me paralyzed from the breast down , I can't even sit up by myself ! I was a 5'9 125 lb blonde bombshell with the rest of my life in front of me , I thought anyway ! Now I have to rely on help from my parent's & yes even my children to do simple tasks , I was always strong willed & stubborn I wanted to do things for myself ! How can we live in such an advanced scientific world yet simple but complex things can't be cured ? I hate what I have become , I am just a shadow of whom I use to be & I think that just maybe only if I had my legs I could be happy again ! I struggle everyday to find happiness in the small things of life I love a hug or a kiss from my girls & I am thankful to still be here to hold them but most of the time I wish that God would have just taken me home ! I live in constant pain & fight depression off as if I were at war with myself ! Is there anyone who can relate to me maybe we can help each other I NEED ALL THE HELP & SUPPORT I CAN GET !!