Multiple Me's

Ever since I was a little girl, I felt like I was never alone. I didn't know how to explain it, but it was as if I wasn' I had no idea what multiple personalities, or a split personality even met. There were days when I didn't even know what my name was. I would say my name was Imogen, or Kennedi, or some other name. I came to the realization that I had MPD when I(Lolli-another personality) told my best friend she was ugly and to kill herself. She attempted suicide, but luckily failed. She still hates me and I have absolutely no memory of ever saying this. I'd flirt hardcore with numerous guys, but I would forget I even did it. Honestly, I don't know how to be myself, because I can never tell if it's really me, or someone else taking over me.
EmmiUke EmmiUke
18-21, F
3 Responses Dec 10, 2011

You should talk to somebody you can trust and confide in, even if it's just so you can vent about things and talk about how frustrating things are. There are always people who are happy to help :) Just message me if you ever wanna chat about things

Do you get help? I know it can't be healed, because I know parents of an adult woman with MPd and I've read Truddi Chase's autobiographic book.<br />

I don't. I just live with it.

Please try to get help! Do your parents support you?

Have one of your personalities ever been in control when we are talking? Or are you not really able to tell?

I have no idea, I can never tell

Oh ok.