I Have A Spouse That Has Dissociative Identity Disorder
And to those of us living with a partner who has DID. . . You can guess a lot has happened.
We are fighting with Jin who is up to something risky, and can't figure it out. Amazingly as much as I am irritated by his games, I am not afraid of him. I don't even mind his presence, which is good because it seems I am going to have his company more often before things get better.
Vincent keeps disappearing, which basically lets Jin do whatever he wants, then Lassalle we think is working with Jin. . .
I think I'm a bit overwhelmed I don't know where to start. Things are easier for us than for some I'm sure. . . but we're tired. Trayus inches closer and closer to a break down everyday and I do everything I can for him. I find myself doing any cleaning he is asked to do, I make most of his food, let him use the laptop all the time, just hoping and praying anything will keep him a little stronger. But I'm getting tired. I fear I'll get angry or resentful doing all of this, but I also feel like I don't do enough...
On top of it all Amina (his female alter) is pretty much in love with me. I absolutely adore her, and love spending time with her, even miss her when she's not around for a long period of time. But the second she feels rejected by me she loses it, she's curled up under a blanket and just cried until she left, according to Stephon she's locked herself in her room and cried for days until I could talk to her again. But keeping her happy is sometimes at the expense of keeping my husband happy, but if she's not happy he feels that tooo. . . and and and
Too much.
I should have a job soon. At least we'll be able to buy food we like.
We are fighting with Jin who is up to something risky, and can't figure it out. Amazingly as much as I am irritated by his games, I am not afraid of him. I don't even mind his presence, which is good because it seems I am going to have his company more often before things get better.
Vincent keeps disappearing, which basically lets Jin do whatever he wants, then Lassalle we think is working with Jin. . .
I think I'm a bit overwhelmed I don't know where to start. Things are easier for us than for some I'm sure. . . but we're tired. Trayus inches closer and closer to a break down everyday and I do everything I can for him. I find myself doing any cleaning he is asked to do, I make most of his food, let him use the laptop all the time, just hoping and praying anything will keep him a little stronger. But I'm getting tired. I fear I'll get angry or resentful doing all of this, but I also feel like I don't do enough...
On top of it all Amina (his female alter) is pretty much in love with me. I absolutely adore her, and love spending time with her, even miss her when she's not around for a long period of time. But the second she feels rejected by me she loses it, she's curled up under a blanket and just cried until she left, according to Stephon she's locked herself in her room and cried for days until I could talk to her again. But keeping her happy is sometimes at the expense of keeping my husband happy, but if she's not happy he feels that tooo. . . and and and
Too much.
I should have a job soon. At least we'll be able to buy food we like.
By:
Parsain
Age:
18-21
,
Female
