My Ex Gave Me Std...and I Still Love Him

I recently had myself checked and found out that i had a minor STD. I believe I had gotten it from my ex boyfriend from two years ago. While I had been intimate with another man, I am certain I had never slept with anyone after my ex.

This ex of mine is still present in my life. We see each other sometimes: either he asks me out or i ask him out. I don't think he is returning for good and sometimes I feel he is just stringing me along. When we're together, he makes me feel like I am his world. But when we're apart (which is 90% of the time), I am certain I don't even enter his mind.

My dilemma with regard to this STD is three-fold:
1. I do not feel any anger towards him for this. Should i? It is equally my risk that I agreed to make love with him without protection. I somehow feel that, it serves me right and i should bear the responsibility. Is this right to feel this way??
2. Should i tell him about it?
3. How should i tell him about it?

Any thoughts would be appreciated...
isabellabiatta isabellabiatta
26-30, F
3 Responses May 12, 2012

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I think you should tell him honestly your feelings and I can connect with you as I am also suffering from Herpes. I found a very interesting site: with information about STD help and dating.

Hope this helps....:)

you need to tell him,and if he loves yu hell be with u