I developed him in an effort to motivate myself to work harder two years ago, when my depression was starting. He noticed all of my errors and annoyed me until I corrected them. As my depression thickened and my motivation lessened, he grew stronger. Instead of correcting my mistakes, I quit them. He took note and mentioned every little error, from how loud I was walking to the penmanship of my homework. He annoyed me so much and, since I made so many mistakes, talked so often I began to refer to him as another person. He kept growing louder to the point where I talked/argued with him in my head. This continues up to modern day. The funny thing is I am not even sure if I am in control of him or not. I don't know if I make him say things, or if it really is another personality talking.
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Sep 1, 2014