Fear Of Being Touched On The Small Of My Back?

I just found this out last week. I went to visit my brother after not seeing him for a long time and he hugged me when I got there -- well, he hugged me with his hand on my lower back. I freaked out, my heart rate jumped and I jerked away. Now I've realized that it even terrifies me to touch my OWN back. It's a good thing I'm single -- seems like it would be an awkward thing to explain to a significant other.

I've been racking my brains to remember if someone beat my on my lower back when I was a child, but I'm pretty sure I'm just nuts. :)
PenguinPie PenguinPie
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Jun 29, 2011