I don't think there is anyone like me. I know all of us are special but I never met anyone similar to me. If you are, I'd love to talk to you, because I feel absolutely alone, it's very scary and I feel this way all the time, but I can't take it, so I decided to write, I don't have anybody to talk to, I must vent.
I don't have parents, I am an only child, the family I have, is very small and I don't have any contact with them because they simply don't want to contact me and always wait for me to call, so I stopped and if they don't care about me, what good is it for me to impose?
I don't have any, I can't believe it, friends, I'm a friendly, bubbly, or I was, I'm so frustrated by my failures to establish meaningful relationships that I don't know what to do. All I know is I can't go on like this any more, yet it continues for years.
I was married and my fat, ugly spouse left me, is married and made a family and I have been alone literally for 8 years. When is it going to stop and will it? What do I need to do to make my life better. All the people I meet also avoid me and it's almost impossible but it is so. I make a date with a "friend" and they always call because they can't make it and never call me back. I destract myself with various activities, but they can't substitute for a smile and a close friend, family. like a terrible spell, all the frieks have somebody it's just I that is always alone. I won't be surprised if I don't get any responses as it is a story of my life to be blamed for stuff and ignored and don't tell me I like to be a victim, trust me I don't and don't want to, it's just this way.