Right Index Finger

Winter is coming and my right index finger will be turning white soon. It's because when I was about 13 I decided to hold my finger in ice water for a long time. I thought it would kill the nerves and have to be amputated and then I would "have an excuse" and people would feel sorry for me instead of yelling at me all the time and telling me how bad I was at everything. Well my finger stayed on and I forgot about it except a few years ago I noticed that my finger turns white, just that one finger whenever it gets cold. I wish I hadn't done that because I never got any sympathy over it. Who knows maybe it'll have to get amputated at some point if the blood won't flow through it.
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Nov 27, 2012