A Few Years Ago I Tried to Starve Myself Because I Hated How I Looked.

Just because I was a couple pounds overweight I started dieting to the extreme, and lost a whole lot of weight, and everyone said I looked good, so that spurred me to keep doing it. But I started having severe health problems, which brought me back to my hypochondriac tendencies. I still havn't recovered completly, but am at least a lot better. And for years I've been cutting myself in different places, and then putting band-aids on to cover them up. When I was younger I was just fascinated, and like to show up band-aids and bandages because it made me feel tough, or powerful, but as I've gotten older, it's kind of gotten to be a habit, and I do it more out of anger than fascination.

LonelySoul LonelySoul
18-21, F
Jul 21, 2007