My Bodies Punishment.I made my body suffer for events in my life I blamed myself for. For such a long time I blamed myself and as a consequence punished myself. I abused alcohol and drugs, I self harmed and I had an eating disorder. Even though I have come out the winner from these battles I did enough damage to my body that I will never forget that war. My liver and digestive system hates me, I have scars that will be there forever unless I have plastic surgery, I also have permanent nerve damage and other multitudes of health concerns. I was lucky that I won my battle with blame. I have relapsed and I know it is quite possible I will relapse again, the important thing is that I don't give up.