I have many scars from self infliction. I was a drug addict, I was a cutter, I would punch walls, I would burn myself with my lite cigarettes, I'd punch myself in the face etc. I felt better if I caused pain to myself, and man do I have the scars to prove it. I don't do all the stuff anymore I fight my way not to hurt myself like that. I still hit myself in the face only when I feel like I'm going to cry because I don't want people seeing me cry, I was told its a sign of weakness from my sp*rm doner. I just draw/paint away when I feel like hurting myself now. It helps me stay 'sane'
UnstableSammi UnstableSammi
22-25, F
3 Responses Aug 20, 2014

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HI ..WHY THOUGH

I can see scars as a badge of honor... It means you have handled pain.