I Like And Hate It
Turns out I do have hyperactive tentancies so now yeah I have adhd, probably had it for my entire life and never even knew.
I manage pretty well handling it on my own overall, just battle the forgetfulness and the 2000 random thoughts at once kinda thing lol.
Mostly the forgetfulness and focus side of things are problematic. I kinda got over the 2000 thoughts at once thing.
Specially since Im going to university next year and I cant stuff around, so meds for me even though Id rather not but I guess I dont have a choice.
Oh well so be it. Thats the side I dont like. The side I do like is all the ideas I have and how it sets me apart from everyone else.