Week Two On RitalinRight now I am eating sweetcorn, out of a bowl with a dessert spoon. My body needs more than fruits & vegetables, & yoghurt. But I can't stomach anything too solid. It's the best I can do grain wise.
This whole thing is really intense. I'm experiencing such a high level of disassociation. Wandering around my house in the afternoons because I take the second tablet at lunch time & just disappear for a while inside my own mind.
I know I am in fact awake, but it feels like a dream. All of it... Everything.