Days Like These I Hate...

I feel really gross. I feel like i have all these double chins and flab everywhere. Not to mention I am bloated and have a possible food allergy which is adding to my stress of homework for my second last year of school. I also have a septum hole which is freaking me out! I just excecised a whole lot but just wish I was thin. Is that really so much to ask for?? I just want to lose my 20 kgs in 5 months. I feel ugly, as well. You can feel the bloatedness and flab. I hate it so much! Fat, fat, everywhere. Thin, beautiful women everywhere. I want to be pretty. Heck, there are boys who are more beautiful then me! I really want to be 70 kgs for my 17th. Its gonna be so hard trying to lose all this. :(
DollyBurger DollyBurger
18-21, F
2 Responses May 19, 2012

I try, its just so hard.

Everyone is beautiful, dont you tell yourself your not.