Nothingness And Grief

My thoughts and believe reality dragging me back that i have to live with clarity that I was have two options.

One was "not being/nothingness" another was "grief".

Now, I am being and I did not choose "nothingness/not being" as I am "being" NOW.

Now there is only one that is "grief" either I choose or not.

It is all about ME. Grief in me or I am in grief. Either I accept or not this my thought and belief is not going to change though. Grief of not believing, not knowing , even grief of knowing.
Rzorro Rzorro
26-30, M
May 8, 2012