But I Didn't Know It

I wet my bed as a child, teen, and young adult, finally quitting just before I turned 24. I wet every night as a child, every few nights as a teen, once every few weeks as a college student, but only rarely after college. I was always ashamed of doing it and terrified that my secret would be discovered. However, sometimes I would half wake up and think it was okay to wet the bed, so I would do so. It did feel very good to wet like that, but I would have denied liking to wet the bed if anyone had asked. After puberty I became sexually aroused by wetting, and I would rub myself on my wet PJs and sheets and wet more until I came. Too bad I felt so helpless and ashamed when I woke up fully. Now I almost never wet in my sleep, but I do wet my bed on purpose from time to time, and I don't feel ashamed for doing so. There's no harm in it, and it's fun. I just don't tell my friends that I enjoy wetting my bed.
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1 Response Jan 15, 2013

I wet in my sleep most nights but still enjoy some deliberate wetting now and then.